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He Came Home From Deployment And Found His Mother Locked Away-nga9999

The taxi dropped me at the curb just after six, and for one second I let myself stand there like a man who still believed he was coming home.

The air smelled like cut grass, warm pavement, and dryer sheets from somebody’s vent next door.

My duffel strap dug into the same shoulder that had carried too many things for too many months.

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I could hear a lawn mower two houses down.

I could hear a dog barking behind a fence.

I could hear Abigail’s voice on the porch.

At first, that voice almost fooled me.

It was soft, careful, and sweet in the way people sound when they know somebody else is listening.

Mrs. Smith stood beside our mailbox with her purse tucked under one arm, nodding with that worried neighbor face people make when they want to be helpful but not involved.

Abigail wore a cream dress and had one hand pressed to her chest.

“She gets confused,” Abigail said.

She did not see me yet.

“Sometimes she hurts herself. We’re trying to get professional care.”

I stopped beside the driveway.

The second sound was harder to place because my mind did not want to place it.

A fist hit wood upstairs.

Once.

Then again.

Then my mother screamed my name.

“Samuel! Please don’t leave me in here.”

Abigail turned then.

Her smile came first.

Not shock.

Not relief.

A smile.

That was the first thing I filed away.

Sixteen hours earlier, I had been sitting on a military transport plane thinking about stupid, ordinary things.

Hot coffee in a real mug.

Mom’s lemon pie cooling on the counter.

Abigail running into my arms and laughing into my jacket.

A shower that did not run cold after four minutes.

I had told myself not to expect a movie scene.

I had told myself deployment made men sentimental and that home would simply be home.

But I had not prepared myself for my wife lying to the neighbors while my mother beat on a locked door upstairs.

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