After Her C-Section, The Lock Was Changed Before She Came Home-mdue - Chainityai

After Her C-Section, The Lock Was Changed Before She Came Home-mdue

Regina still remembered the exact sound the hospital doors made when they slid open.

It was a clean, soft hiss, like the building was letting her go before she was ready.

Three days earlier, she had gone in as a terrified pregnant woman with a name picked out, a packed diaper bag, and a husband who promised he would be right beside her.

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She came out with stitches across her lower belly, a newborn son asleep in a blue blanket, and the kind of exhaustion that made every noise feel too bright.

Mateo had been born by C-section after a long, frightening night that Regina could barely remember in order.

She remembered the ceiling lights.

She remembered the nurse telling her to breathe.

She remembered Iván standing near the wall, scrolling through his phone every time he thought nobody was watching.

By the time discharge papers were placed in her hand, Regina wanted only a few ordinary things.

A shower.

A bed.

The little bassinet she had arranged twice before going to the hospital.

A bowl of chicken soup, because Iván had promised her he would make sure there was food waiting.

He was not waiting outside.

He had not come upstairs.

He had not answered the nurse when she asked whether the baby’s father was pulling the car around.

Regina checked her phone and saw one message from him.

He had things at the office.

She read it twice, not because it was confusing, but because she needed time to make the disappointment small enough to swallow.

A nurse offered to call someone else.

Regina said she was fine.

People say that when they are not fine, because sometimes the truth would take too much energy.

She pulled the diaper bag strap over her shoulder, pressed one hand over the sore place beneath her loose shirt, and carried Mateo through the automatic doors.

Outside, the afternoon smelled like rain on pavement, exhaust from the pickup lane, and sweet coffee from the small shop near the lobby.

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